I went back to the hospital today to have my wound looked at. It's better, apparently, but they put more Surgi-Strips on. It hurts like hell. In fact, it's been getting progressively more painful over the past few days. The visiting midwife will check it again tomorrow and I'm going to tell her that I'm really unhappy with it. It's not healing well because it's in a skin fold (I just know the midwife and doctor were discussing my weight when they moved away so I couldn't hear the conversation, based on the way they'd been looking at me and each other, and that didn't make me pleased. Aside from which, I imagine this is an issue with most C-sections especially if you had any sort of stomach pre-pregnancy.) I'm also almost out of co-dydramol :( And my damn back keeps spasming.
Meanwhile, my milk still isn't in and I'm trying not to worry as I know it's being delayed by the section, pain meds, and iron deficiency. I'm getting a little colostrum with the Swing (pumping regularly!); the Symphony arrived this afternoon, and I'll be switching to it tonight. Neil's already cracked the cow jokes (he's being very supportive so is allowed to say "moo" and pretend to be frightened at it). No "baby blues" yet but the antidepressants might have something to do with it. The SoftCup feeder really is good, much easier than cup feeding would be and almost as fast as a bottle! (the bottles have been relegated to mixing and storing, so we cna have several feeds waiting to go, and just wash out the feeder between uses). The only trouble is, it doesn't let her comfort-suck like a bottle or breast would (she does get the breast but not enough) so we're reduced to letting her suck on our fingers.
Aliza's looking particularly adorable today in a yellow velour sleep suit :) I might take a photo if she wakes up in a bit.